I'm seriously falling apart

OKAY.. this is just weird.. bt i jz realized that i was act doing th same thing what my ex did to me last time.. -.- i mz admit, i get jealous very easily bcuz of her these days. wells, after realizing what monster i've changed into, i think i'm jz gonna relax fr this few days. Everything's not going the way i've been expecting now and i think i gotta get away from all d stress fr a short period of time. (or not) it's killing me. i dun wanna lose her once more. i dun wanna take the risk agn. Bt i get a feeling that i'm jz overreacting all the time. sigh~ Is everything going to end like this? Arent stories end happily? I really hoped that it's nt gonna end this way. i really wanna be with her. It's jz tht i overreact at times.. which quite piss her off i think... :/ i bet the "fuck youuuuuu" she wrote on her wall was fr me... i'm falling apart right now. It's complicated.. VERY complicated.. Well.. tht's life.. It's nt going to be easy anyways.. Wells, hope she understands what i've been doing. like i said all the time, I dun wanna lose her agn. D: Sigh~ ' If you truly love her, don't let her go no matter how hard the situation is' should be the best quote to keep me hanging on.