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Wells, thank god that i'm going to be her next boyfriend(officially next boyfriend). Bt still, i still feel bad over what i did that time. I understand how she feels when someone she likes doesnt want to be with her. I just dont even knw what i'm doing that time. it's like i'm being controlled to leave her, and go for sze instead.-.- only time matters the most now. the consequence i get is she's with another guy, and i have to wait for her no matter what happens.( i mean it) i tried talking to my friends about it. Bt all they tell me is, never give up! or Dude, give up. You'll never get her... -.- i feel really lost right now, and i really someone to guide me through my hardest times..(most probably shermane herself) i just love her. and the sad thing is, i only get to see her 3 times a week.. 3 TIMES. and i dont really get to talk to her as she usually talks with her friends and i usually talks to mine and our own gang are like not very familiar with the other.. so, yeah.. i just miss her alot. hope she understands hw i feel right now